This was actually Nottuh’s OC, I’m just writing it down.

As far as I can tell, the only way societies can solve buy-in problems is through talented social influencers who are 1) extremely stubborn about the way they see things, and 2) genuinely a bit touched in the head. In keeping with the research that says 1) schizophrenics are ALWAYS religious due to over-mentalizing and 2) mentalizing is the female mental mode, I’m going to suggest that the melonhead societal niche is in forcing adaptive group consensuses (with schizophrenia being a broken form of this sort of group-selected phenotype).

This would require a rare combination of traits: the fast life history trait of being extremely stubborn, the slow life history trait of getting along with people extremely well (social intelligence), the extreme intelligence necessary to understand solutions to complex systems problems despite a relatively female cognitive style (and therefore disinterest in systematizing), also a reverie-inclined visual cognitive style with high enough neuroticism to be inclined to life-changing epiphanies and religious conversion experiences, and the testosterone etc. to be sociosexually dominant (influence, charm, charisma). A hyper-religious social competitor contrarian artfag- and suddenly k-selected homosexuality makes sense.


(This is not to say Mr. Downey Jr. is a homo but if you are and you see this…please respond to my texts. I really put myself out there, you know?)

It’s an extension of the observation that when women say “no, that dress doesn’t make you look fat” what they mean is “I like you, I value you as a good person, and I affirm your continued membership in my moral tribe.” This sort of effortless double entendre (which appears to the extreme masculine brain of Asperger’s as just plain old lying for goodfeelz) is necessary for group cohesion among gatherers and homebodies, while being extremely toxic among hunters. (It should be noted that there is still such a thing as a double-entendre where the esoteric message is a lie, but it basically can’t be proven to someone who doesn’t want to see it. This sort of lying needs to be distinguished from what aspies see as lying, which is basically everything neurotypicals say that’s more abstract than giving directions to the nearest gas station.)

“Never make excuses, never complain, and never explain anything to anyone.” That put me on my back foot when I saw it first. The idea, as a sperg, of never explaining anything to anyone is truly shocking. We pretty much only socialize via shop talk. If not for shop talk we simply wouldn’t talk to anyone about anything. But as my melonhead grows in, I begin to understand that this is the most profound advice you could give for living in a society.

As you know, we live in a society.

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33 Responses to Asperger’s:Autism::Melonhead:Schizophrenia

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  2. Obadiah says:

    I think schizophrenia is probably demons based on descriptions (some sort of brain damage or degradation creating holes or knocking out what Koanic called the “walls of the mind’s house” and allowing demons to get in). In that context I guess M-Back:schizophrenia makes some sense what with “Muh M-Back spiritualizmz”

    Lucifer: Schizophrenia
    Ahriman: Autism

    s o c i e t y

    • Aeoli Pera says:

      were brakin the conditiinon

    • Mr. T. says:

      I would say it’s possible in some situations, but your brain can produce weird associations and create various mental phenomena out of nothing on its own as well. Probably can be both, or either.

      Having a wide associative horizon is a risk factor, have certain genetics, and you can break your brain under stress. So, pure neurology is a a thing, but so are spiritual “inputs” as well (in some situations). There are probably Christian schizophrenics who just have a malfunctioning brain/high risk genetics.

      Personally I’m still on risperidone (low dose of 1 mg) and it helps so that I don’t over associate my thinking (inner monologue) with the “outer reality” too much. Or think that every event could be message from God. Also your brain is really impacted physically and has a lot of inflammation for example.

      • Mr. T. says:

        Also: Sensory gating deficits, pattern completion, and disturbed fronto-limbic balance, a model for description of hallucinations and delusions in schizophrenia ,

      • Mr. T. says:

        Just to be clear I would personally guess that most schizophrenics are relatively normal average people who fit pretty well with the medical model of schizophrenia (stress, genetics, etc.). But there are certainly exceptions and various situations and spiritual factors as well. Don’t know the distribution of cases.

        Listening to that “Demons and the System – Jerry Marzinsky” and seems likely in some situations.

        • Mr. T. says:

          Voices and hallucinations I think could very well often be spiritually caused (especially if they know things supernaturally), but the brain malfunction side of things (disorganized thinking, negative symptoms) could be just physiological.

          Or you get a psychotic breakdown (brain malfunction) and bad spirits could get in/have influence in some situations if you’re defenseless. Schizophrenics vary a lot in their symptoms, difficult to know exactly how it happens in different cases.

        • Obadiah says:

          Yeah I don’t know much about the technical details of schizophrenia and whatnot but after listening to Marzinsky share his thoughts and given his deep background and experience–and based on other input from thinkers such as Koanic and whatnot, my best guess was the demonic/unclean spirit angle.

          • Mr. T. says:

            This sounded interesting (“THE SHAMANIC CURE OF SCHIZOPHRENIA”, and perhaps points to a correct direction:

            “Does schizophrenia always start with some sort of psychological trauma?” I asked.

            “My understanding is that we normally have a sort of defence screen… and we have pores of perception – The pores of perception. Huxley would call it the Doors of perception. But doors or pores, it’s the same. And they have a sort of filter… they do not allow to enter anything. Sometimes… look, it’s like with electricity you have fuses. There are fuses on these pores, and as long as they function, not everything can enter through the pores of this filter. However, sometimes the fuses burn. A shock or trauma can disable the fuses, and then energies can enter, because the biological, bioenergetic defence screen does not function.”

            “These energies that enter are not neutral. They are energies that want to separate you from the light. Their intention is to possess you, so that you are theirs.”

            People have all kinds of levels from physiological to spiritual. The medical model is pretty limited, unfortunately. Being a Christian and fasting and praying should hopefully work.

          • Mr. T. says:

            That Marzinsky interview was pretty helpful, thanks!

            He seems to have a useful point of view even though I would say the medical model isn’t entirely useless, it’s just low level. But probably one should start from the spiritual and take the metaphysics seriously.

            Of course if you don’t have a Biblical/spiritual worldview it’s difficult to convince people, haven’t tried explaining. And I guess that you might still have a somewhat malfunctioning brain (some schizophrenia symptoms, physically, not spiritually caused) even if you don’t have huge spiritual problems as such (anymore, for example after an exorcism). Not 100 % sure my model is correct.

  3. Obadiah says:

    “Why yes, I am a bit touched in the head. How did you know?”

  4. aiaslives says:

    Does conscentiousness leave before the parietal activates?

  5. MM says:

    Oh lawd we certainly are breaking the conditioning my good sir; the air conditioning.

    Southern Dandy as Ubermensch?

    (Almost as gay, so maybe.)

  6. Contaminated NEET says:

    OK, I don’t get it. Can you explain “never explain” to me?

    • Obadiah says:

    • Aeoli Pera says:

      Immerse yourself in poker for a while, and you’ll start to notice that social competitors are playing poker all of the time. When you’re playing the game there’s no place for explanations. You either already know, or you have the sense to hide your weakness.

    • bicebicebice says:

      when the birdwatching-jogger is approached by the police officer who tells him, explains to him, that is breaking the law by acting like an ooga booga feral cannibal rapist the jogger goes into another-sape-is-trying-to-outrank me mode and starts dindin which usually results in a dead jogger. if you are explaning you are commiting violence, this is what sjw mean by micro-trigger, in the sape community there is only bunga bunga and trying to impose anything else that breaks this lowest of standards is violence.

      if you see a sape ooga booging and explain to him that he is doing something wrong I.E not acting like a white man I hope you are preparded for a fight to the death, this is why tharded people are eternal suckers and are better off in a camper by the river because we live in a sape society

      • Aeoli Pera says:

        Living in a van, playing video games, and waiting to die doesn’t accord with my values. Struggling against all odds to do what I believe is right does. Maybe you didn’t read as much Hardy Boys or watch as much anime as a kid.

        • bicebicebice says:

          the biggest problem with the current year is that it offers an abundance of *-to prove yourself against and get dopemine kicks from it by engaging it head on or by simply just making endless theories about it-the best way to tackle it however where the german army failed twice and white men with the IQ to build rockets to the moon failed so much so to the point where a white woman who calls the police to not get raped by a jogger gets a public no-trial lynching by the jewish press, one must wonder, sure the people on the internet have a lot of moxie but where in the ever loving fuck are the tangible resulsts of anything getting even slightly better in the mainstream society where the total majority lives? its like a zealot who choses to live in hell because thats where the fight is yet never happens and even God himself torched sodom&gomorrah… best way to put out a fire is to not give it any oxygen aka physically distancing yourself from it, the majority of people are weak and meek and as retarded the charlottesville parade was it proves that people still are the same old bunch who want a tangible conclusion yet the “leaders” or “visionary leaders” of the better white world tomorrow on the internet offer nothing but LOL 2 MORE WEEKS OF MUH IDEALS WAILT YOU’LL SEE BTW TRANNIES IN WOW WHAT YA THINK ABOUT DAT 67 YEAR OLD BOOMER LOOKING FOR A JOB HUH?!?!?!?!?!

          The chinese are doing everything right by Borgonizing the values of civilization which makes the west going even fuller retard,, the most tangible and see-with-your-own-eyes progress a white man can do is to get a treestump and get out of fuckoo-ville telling people to stay and wait 2 more weeks is pure evil at this point “BUT THATS WHERE I GET MUH KICKS THE SOUROCE OF MY IDEAS ARE IN HELL IT MUST BE PRESERVERD NOOOOREEEEE”.
          In the year 2020 Adam walked out of Eden to go live with the feral cannibal groid rapists because it was the honorable thing to do besides all he had to do was to think really hard about what a good person he was the good values he had and come 2 weeks another Eden would spring up out of the ground because those are the wages of goodfeelz, the eternal procrastinating biological mechanism he was born with and could never escape and never wanted to.

          TLDR: the sjw the groid the sape the kike the wahmen are all happy in clown world because they can there fight for their values on the flipside of the coin the goodboy thards are also happy there because they can also fight for their values whereas normal people left them all behind. north america will be a better place when it falls to the combined efforts of the spanish&portugese crown just like south and central america. no tengo dinero vamos a la playa and kick out the jews unlike the anglo-murican zogmuttgoblins the american empire has fallen and apparently the right values are burying yourself in the melting pot rubble along with the niggers and the kikes the most bizaree mass-grave in history leaving the entire world scratching their heads wondering but relieved, happy that the american darkness that once spread over the world has been destroyed.

          *Living in a van, playing video games, and waiting to die doesn’t accord with my values. Struggling against all odds to do what I believe is right does.

          • Aeoli Pera says:

            This is what happens when you believe in Christianity but not the real, actual existence of God.

            • bicebicebice says:

              the things that have transpired in just 4 days in the kwa since you unofficially opened up is not normal the world is shocked and laughing itz ass off simultaneously at your american nigger-kike antics while serious ITZERS move to sino australia for a better tomorrow…

              where are the tangible resulsts? can we not agree that everything went belly up with trumps miga agenda and all armchair white nationalists fell off hard and never rose again?

              a person is allowed to be optimistic when he exhausted all his resources ready to fight but that is not reality actually those things failed hard during the last 5 years nobody in their right mind believes another 4 years of trumpetstein will make anything better that dumb oompa loompa melon flushed america down the shitter so he could get a sign on an israeli hilltop ffs.

              the final straw will be “the media is behind the race war”, because you know the sapes genocided the neanderthals thanks to the jewish media without it they wuz good bois, niggers don’t need reasons to be niggers to anyone not even other niggers, at that post-in-time I must scream and the kikes will win even harder “people who are not groided are the real racists”.

              take the partypill instead of the denialpill why do you keep on doing this to yourself? you would make great addition to the party but alone you are the last white man typing into the void. you are tired and must rest now, like 500 year old goldfish.

              // your friend XI


            • Aeoli Pera says:

              I prefer to optimize for treasure in heaven.

  7. Obadiah says:

    Commenter Joshua Freeman:
    The first time my dad listened to One Winged Angel he said, “This sounds psychotic”

    Commenter Omega0202:
    This is the only cover I have listened to capture the original’s feeling: The murderous intent, the psychotic frenzy of contrasts outlining the schyzophrenic God that’s about to crush you along with the circus of all creation.

  8. Obadiah says:

    Lookit Cloud’s fauxcippital and “natural”-colored blonde hair (opposed to Seph’s platinum, which is aestheticese for ‘supernatural genetics’). Cloud is definitely a Nobilid. I think I talked about this on that old poast’s comments

    • Obadiah says:

      We live in a society

      • Obadiah says:

        Cloud is a eugenic Nobilid rather than a “cheap copy”–going off of Koanic’s conjecture the point of the Adamic race was to continue cloning itzself while conquering the Earth and producing these sorts of genetically-diverse eugenic hybridizations for the Lord’s harvest. It struck me as incorrect when you initially described Cloud as a “cheap copy”–he’s able to become extraordinarily powerful by the end of the game and take down Cain in his God-Man form head-on. He’s a troo-nobilid and a good boi

  9. bicebicebice says:

    “Aeoli Pera says:
    May 28, 2020 at 4:48 pm
    I prefer to optimize for treasure in heaven.”

    lets just say that with Uncle Xi at your side, openly and always, you will be rewarded for your good behavior. with uncle sam at your side however, candidly and with no consent, you get kwanstania.

    one can promote the treestump and the borgonizer at the same time, the treestump was fine 100 years ago for 80% of white people with no degeneracy and the borgonizer is working in chyna with no degeneracy nothing else will work. people thought normies+internet = enlightenment but all you see is 56 IQ bunga bunga content anyone arguing differently is high on his own supply of goodfeelz imagination, this dopamine system can be abused indefinitely and I believe that is what glosoli possibly unbeknownst to him atthetime/still felt which is correct which is why I say nothing tangible will be achieved by using/browsing/looking at “redpilled” internet content. IF, and I say IF, the timeframe is sooooooooo fucking slow we are talking 300 years and nobody has that, get tangible results today first is all im saying.

    looks like another win for the treestump

    • bicebicebice says:

      this shit instaposted before I could add my pic:

      now that was spooky, I think you got jews in your blogg

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