You have a big choice in front of you, that will determine the course of the rest of your life.
You’re like a battered wife who’s been saying for years the bruises are from falling down the stairs.
Abusers don’t pick their victims at random. They can smell codependency on you.
You’re a victim, but that doesn’t mean you’re completely innocent, any more than a girl who gets drunk at a party is completely innocent when she gets raped.
You should realize that, though you never intended to, you’ve been believing and repeating lies for years. Years.
It takes two to tango. You can’t con an honest person. They know that what seems too good to be true isn’t.
You’ve been passing out on fraternity couches and lying to yourself about what you are. For years. Think hard about that.
You’re not a good person. You’re not the honest and brave person you wanted to think you are. You’ve been victimized for years before realizing it.
The first step is admitting you have a problem. The rest will take care of itself over time.
That’s the big choice right now: Do you admit it to yourself? Or deny it? Ignore it? Put it off until you forget the pain you’re feeling right now?
You don’t get time to decide.
You have to decide now.
And please remember,
God still loves you.
Do the right thing.
Aeoli Pera 
AP, I’ve been somewhat following your site for almost 3 years now. You also read VP, Heartiste, AC, etc. and you had interesting takes on Edenism, which seemed like a bizarre but fascinating idea.
I get it that Q has turned out not to be correct. I would bet most folks following Vox did not believe it wholeheartedly, but hoped there was some grain of truth there (the President knew about Q stuff, but never specifically disavowed for whatever reason). You have to realize that this whole Edenism stuff has even less support in plausible reality than Q (unless you have already tapped into the psychic powers of the Neanderthal?), yet it doesn’t stop you from believing. Maybe the autism doesn’t allow you to see the hypocrisy?
Vox and AC were wrong, will take a reputational hit and will reevaluate things. Calling them out once is fine (the altered comic was hilarious), but treating them like kids solves nothing. What we need from our thinkers is more groundwork on how we can resist the elites in a practical sense now that the situation has clarified. I will say your last post is better than most of your recent stuff in that regard. If you would like to grow readership sticking mostly to posts on your personal/diet/exercise routine, intermixed with weird manga and try hard jokes, probably ain’t the way to go. The posts on Edenism are actually interesting, though I treat them with about the same level of skepticism as I do anything purportedly coming from Q.
My 2 cents.
Since you’re right, and I don’t think turning off the spigot is the right way to go, I probably need to hire an editor at this point.
> I probably need to hire an editor at this point
better than gimping your mojo
next thing you know, you’re hiring an editor for the editor
I don’t think you know how collaboration works.
You said “editor”.
I don’t think you know how collaboration works.
Do you think distinct edenic types can collaborate?
I can personally collaborate with almost anyone on the planet, as anyone who’s worked with me can attest.
don’t collaborate with melons, they’ll make you think their point is your point.
Was Q-anon a melon then? Or are you not plan trusting anymore?
Q-Anon was a Melon.
Wasn’t 100% convinced before, plus whatever happens, SHTF eventually. I was hoping it’d be calmer longer. It was a meme for a very long time but I gave it real weight in January 2020.
It’s worth waiting to see what happens, Q-Anon won’t be dead until Trump is.
But really, the point is who you choose as an editor (officially™) will influence you.
The point of an editor is they influence you.
The best thing would be to separate concerns into different blogs. Re: hypocrisy, all I can say briefly is that Edenism has to be compared to dredging a lake.
Edenism is 2 woo 4 U
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